Sunday, August 29, 2010

Jump Starter, Anyone?

I actually have a lot of works to be done. assignments. Academic Exercise.Presentations.But i need a jump start for that. frankly speaking, I have no motivation to complete all the assignments given and am worried. I wanna finish my degree with flying colours, yet, i wonder why am i being this way.

I had fun this semester. I am still enjoying it.Love life/social life is perfectly managed *yeke??* (regardless the emotional pains that he puts me through, i dont give a damn!). I just wanna live my life with no regrets.let my mistakes teach me how to lead a perfect life in the future. may Allah show me the right way for the betterment. Thanks Eugenia for the eye-opening advice. I put it nicely in my memory box.

Mom and Dad, please pray for my success. I really need ur prayers now. I truly hope that i wont disappoint u two this time.I'll do what it takes to graduate and start working by next year. I just need the strength and motivation to complete all this, and get over these 5 wonderful years (tanak ltak 1/2 sebab nampak huduh.hahah.)of being a university student. am gonna miss those moments that we have, people!! I love u guys,thanks for being by my side during my ups and downs. I know am surrounded by great people with great love and concern.<-------- (this is for u my beloved Aminah, Alyani, Emy Shafikah, Syahida Samad, Fatimah Filzah, Shella Joseph, Syah Feymousa, Zafi Zakaria, Muammar Fhais, Sharifah Muna Maisarah, Bahiyah Shariff, Hafizuddin Zainal, and those who were/ are with me all these years)

To you, Mr. A. Valentine. I dont know what's the purpose of u meeting my close friends and took us out for dinner at TGIF before going to China. Thanks for that. But I simply dont get it: what's with the 5 days of silent treatment then?? what did i do?is this good bye?If it's a YES, i'll take it positively. Maybe we're not meant to be together after 4 months seeing each other?OKAY. I am ok.(saya masih tersenyum semasa menulis ini) I'll be waiting for ur explanation, and am ready for any consequences.(SANGAT positif kan??) There are reasons why people meet, and I don't wanna regret the day we met each other. i wont shed a tear for this. am a GROWN UP woman.it's ur lost if u cant see my potential. *wink2* (credit to Hafezeen for giving me the book "Too Soon to Old, Too Late to Smart" by Gordon Livingston)

To Eugenia Ida, I just wanna laugh!!!both of us have experienced shits (maafkan kate2 kesatku) that happened in our life due to our foolishness.and am thankful i still can see those stupid things made by me(ko punye pon aku nampak gak!) and got the chance to mend my mistakes. Mari pastikan yg kite akan graduate n kerja!!bole shopping sakan! (that's what we both are good at=menghabiskan duet!)

I think that's all for today. Thank u for lending me ur eyes.need to get back to work on my thesis. (sempat lg update blog keyynn...)

Thanks Syah, Zafrul, Shell n Gee for the simple yet perfect hang out last nite. oh, I met someone who is so refreshing yesterday. I'll write bout him when am ready ;)